Sam105

Can I be your Eden in the Desert? I can see it in your eyes Your overwhelming internal fight Please, can I be the one to hold you through it all? Can I be yours for Eternity? I hold tightly to you. I fell in love with you. Perfection was today. Will you hold me like that again? Can we once again pretend? I can see it in your eyes You internal fight almost bringing you to tears Please, can I be the one to hold you through it all? May I be yours through Eternity? Can I be your Eden in the Desert? through this terrible heat. take my hand, i'll help you find your way out, or at least hold your hand in silence as you do for you

You work so hard on bringing me up Yet I tear myself down Why is this? I don't understand. I know I'm your Diamond I know I'm your Love Darling, I'm sorry I hope you'll forgive me You are under so much stress I'm drowning in my misery In my memories. Memories you worked so hard to banish Will they ever leave? I don't understand. I know I'm your Diamond I know I'm your Love Darling, I'm sorry I hope you'll forgive me I promise you I'm trying. 06.06.10

Am I Forgotten? 09.10.09 I Am Your Burial Rite It was Your coffin I covered. I lay with Pride Honoring Your Sacrifice. --- Scattered are the bodies in the rubble. Frozen Were the minds in those airplanes. Who knew what to do? I wonder, What was it like To face the possibility that They had mere hours before they were to die? Kiss their children Call their loved ones --- I Am Purity and Innocence… --- No, I don't know all that went through their heads. What the man who was going on A business trip Or Maybe he was headed to propose to the one he loved. A sister going to Visit her brother. Or Grandparents, M

Cold-hearted stranger, once warm-blooded friend, viciously stabbing in the back. Empty feelings, disclosed words, lost and bleeding, unknown souls. Where is anything found? Can we glue our broken hearts back together? Will relief be quick or shall we suffer? Empty eyes leaving only a trace of humanity behind Close them and everything is finally alright. Finally alright. The world is chaos. The walls are electric and closing in.

Is it wrong for my heart to weep because I know you'll be leaving me? Is it supposed to hurt this much? Can anyone stop this pounding?

I feel insecurities pouring down on me Do you see what's been done to me? Running into the ground I've found solace in silence Running into the ground I've found no peace in this chaos Running, Running, running… into the ground. You miss me, but do you miss me as much as I miss you? ([my] failures and triumphs)- whispered/under your breath Do you feel my heart beating? Wishing to be pressed against you? A connection this longing (a wish that won't come true) Hold me tight, Wrap your arms around my waist and shoulder, Intertwine our fingers Running into the ground I've found solace in silence Running into the ground I'

Why is it that I find myself Crying alone in the dark With no one to comfort me Why is it that loss Seems to follow With no one to comfort me All I want All I want All I need Is someone Someone to comfort me Friend or fiend Someone to comfort me All I need All I want All I need Crying in the Dark

It was as if the wind was attempting to warn the men of what was to come. Perhaps it was pleading with them, trying to convince them to retreat, to save their men and fight the Blue another day. But the Gray stood firm and kept firing, retreated when they must, charged when it was strategically to their advantage. As they pushed back the Blue I wondered if the wind was mistaken in It's prediction? Men fell to the ground either wounded or dead. Some got back up and fired again, some did not. The Blue retreated with haste as we, the Gray, fired on. Blue got back in formation after being scattered. Alabama marched forward with shouts. The

Gasp for air Grasp for something there Halt You've got nothing What are you living for? Slip, slide, ragged Breathe, remember to breathe, Come on baby, remember to breathe Choke, spit, whatever you want I still feel you there, here, let go This memory is ruining me. Let go Begging Mutilating Suffocating Enraging Dead

So sick and tired of being sick and tired, So lost and so bruised Wondering when all of this will end When freedom will rear its brilliant head All that's wanted is a peaceful melody, But a piano is nowhere to be found, Nor are the sweet fingers to play its emotion-filled keys. Oh player, where is your secret dwelling place? Will this soul ever know blissful freedom? Will this body ever feel wondrous rapture? Lost inside these walls Tolerable, not bad hallways Albeit with them mocked with hells Creeping, taunting ever so cruelly Get me out of this place. Falling asleep here, Out of times mangled hands Run away Runaway. Hid