Freaking Out

It's so cold where she stands
So alone she falls to the ground
There are people all around

Depends only on herself

Look in my eyes
Through their lies
Look in my eyes
See their secrets
When I drop my face
Pull it up and
Look in my eyes
See their silent cries

Wake up
Wake up
Today

Hold my hand
Don't walk away

Loose myself
She's loosing herself
to the cold

Take her now
To the place where love transcends

Wake up
Wake up
Today

Don't ask to stop

Look in my eyes
Through their lies
Look in my eyes
See their secrets
When I drop my face
Pull it up and
Look in my eyes
See their silent cries
Look at my wounds
Touch them and tell me I'm beautiful

I know no one can tell me I'm beautiful,
I know no one who matters
Will touch my wounds with love

Wake up
Wake up
Today

If I disgust you
Then go away.
I don't want to see your face
Any longer

Say one thing and act another,
What are you thinking?

Tell her one thing,
Sweet and what she needed
Then you messed it all up:
Slip of the tongue.
Meant well, doesn't matter if you meant well.

Wake up
Wake up
Bloody wake up

Constantly yelled at
Lectures that never stop,
They'll never stop.
Leave me alone, I beg you.
You're not helping me
You've never helped me.
Say you love me,
Then act the opposite

I can't find my way back to God